Monday, November 26, 2007
FATHER i really wanna teach at PL ! but the site keeps failing me ............keep tt job for me n jojo lehs...they keep asking me for my expiry date for my nric...but aint tt the day that i die ?weird application form kk shall try for the 5th time again later .
btw ...why is it tt i hav the urge to go mugg ?crazy me after nearly 7 days i have yet to fully comprehend tt the As are over .aft 2 yrs of fux pas holidays finally having a REAL extended holidae seems unreal ...i need to be wacked gently ...im brittle =).btw the days seems to pass for what seems like eternity. Over the last few days i did quite alort by trying to enrich myself with life skills like cooking and takingcare of my infant cousins and repairing their toys with my cousin joshua but iam still v.bored =)
over the week i have been to
dinner:fish and co with 4b1
cooked:beef stew,veggie,steamfish ...the std stuff
attended:sans deepavali class gathering ,wedding,church meetings a plenty
planned:class outing ,jr camp calling
babysit :ruien and kai rui ...man im so glad they hav nice temprements ,i just with kairui will stop wacking me with his gun when we are playing police and thief (im the thief)
quality time :with mummy and with god ....i actually havent read the bible in haha hmmm mths ??? i noe im horrible
exercised:with 4b1 again tada
I hav so many things tt keep me occupied but still feel empty ...mabey im feeling lost ....are u feeling lost too? do u ask urself qns like.....so mings where do u go frm here ,u no longer have a sch to go back to ! no cca ...neither do u hav the luxuary of being surrounded and accompanied by the ppl at sch ...ok i shall stop emoing ...man aniwaes thk god for my experiences at AC =) i felt like i learnt quite abit abt ppl (bimbos,himbos,smartypants,cheenappl,ppl who speak v well,the rich the poor,mean pokes,loud,brash ,fun ppl ),life in general in a v.colourful sch ,how u took me out of my comfort zone and how u brought ppl whom i trust into my life ,how i only wanted to feel odinary and not be high profile like i was in sec sch( i wanted to see sch life the way normal ppl do ,minus the stress of being in the limelight ,and all tt sky high expectations) ...thank you for tt i really needed that to help me see things from a diff perspective ...sometimes i wonder how life wld be if i werent class rep ...wld it have been more normal?and how wld being normal normal feel like?....aniwaes im nort complaining i kinda like my job =) thou i had intended for my life in ac to be more normal
rainbow;
9:24 AM
